Thursday, March 30, 2006


Schedule of events in the next few months of my life.

May 5th, 2006: CTFI Umpire and Officials Training Course - Course that Certifies me upon completion to be an offical Umpire (Referee) During Competitions and Turnements in Canada.

May 6th, 2006: 2006 Northern BC Championships - Held in the Gym of the College of New Caledonia from 8:30am - Late in the afternoon. I will be competing at 8:30 in sparring and patterns, and possibly bkac belt board breaking and pre-arranged sparring.

May 20th-21st: Tactical Knife Course, Levels 1 and 2 - Theory of training and tactical application of folding knives.

May 27th-28th: 2006 Canadian National Championships - Held in Montreal, Quebec, there will be approx 500-600 athletes from across canada. I'm not sure If I want to go to this tourney yet, we'll see.

August 25th-27th: Master Tran Seminar - Master Tran, an 8th Dan (Degree) Black Belt will be coming to Prince George to teach a Seminar on Pattern & Fundamentals, Sparring & Competetion Training, Self Defence, Flexibility, Theory, and the meaning of "Do" in Tae Kwon-Do

Also, I don't know the date for sure yet but sometime next year I have the opportunity to travel to Jamaica and train with the Jamaican TKD team for the price of a plane ticket. The Jamaican Team has offered to Pay for Mr. Ottesen and any of his students to come down there. So excited.

Sunday, March 26, 2006

Fucking Bull shit

$927.ish sold tonight. and I made $25. fucking sweet.

Friday, March 24, 2006

Snow Patrol - Final Straw

Yeay Becca you're my favorite person to ever give me this CD. Thanks! Been listening to it non-stop pretty much.

So next week is going to be interesting. Monday I go to talk to people to find out who I need to go to to help me thru this depression thingy. also Monday is the last day that I help teach TKD with Mr. Phillips. Thursday I ask Mr.O if I can take over teaching the Friday class. (its patterns only day). and thats pretty much my week. I've been thinking about updating my resume and applying pleaces so I can quit Denny's and work during the day during the week and do TKD during the evenings. and then have weekends OFF! like a normal person.

OMG a weekend off. that would be insane. I'd feel like a normal human being. I havent had weekends off since I started at Denny's 3 years ago. OMG 3 years... thats WAY too long.

Also WTF?? they fire Chris after all the extra work he's done for them and all the time he's put into tha place, but they keep Brandon after all the shit he's pulled... I dont get it. oh well. Chris's soul is finally free. Fly away Chris Fly! *Phil runs around his room flapping his arms*

Ok I'm kinda sick, I think I *may* have taken 1 too many sinus pills for this massive headache. I dunno tho. not too worried about it, I have a big body, lots of room for drugs to flow around safely. Also I'm kinda hungry, and very cold.

Going to play WoW now. I'm on Thunderlord as Horde. Playing with Dan is fun. (He was an ESSAY at the big D a while ago too. I miss working with Dan. He owns my face.)

Ok, bye

Monday, March 20, 2006

Is it worth this?

Short answer no. Long answer yes.

It's now 4am and I can't sleep. I got home at about 2:30, read some blogs posted some messages, got to bed.. slept for maybe half an hour. If you can even call it sleep. then gave up and im not occupying my mind with WoW. This is horrible. I'm not even a little tired. I can't even make that camomile T dez gave me yesterday I'd wake up my mother and she has to work tomorrow at 8am. Sigh... Doctor appointment at 11:15 too. going to be exausted. Then oil changing with becca after 1pm. and after that I dont know. I wish I could hang out with that crazy wookie, I miss her so much but she is soooo busy.. front side back side... sooo gross. errr anyway she is crazy busy with school and Closer (which I cant wait to see) so I'll be patient and wait my turn.

On a side note... Everyone has AIDS! AIDS-AIDS-AIDS AIDS! hmm maybe thats what I'll watch. Team America: World Police... maybe not though. going to try for sleep again. and GO!

Oh how I love thee, Denny's

Ok. I'm far to tired to thing properly so im just going to say. $170.00 this weekend. Including thursday. **Fucking sweet** This is so needed it's not even funny. Also I ended up working 12 hours today (Sunday) and selling 1184.00 yeay me. sold over 1000 2 days in a row, and I only had to work splits... fuck splits splits fucking suck. you work just long enough to be tired, then you get just enough time off to *start* to relax then you have to work till you get tired again. THEN you start at 8am the next day only getting 4 hours of sleep, then you get off at 3:30pm and THEN you start at 9pm again and dont get off until just after 2am.... ok i have no idea whats going on anymore and I can't lift my head all the way up and I honestly just drooled on myself. good night

Friday, March 17, 2006


My Ribs are so sore from the "Ice Hill of Death or at Least Injury" a.k.a. Rainbow Park, and I think I re-injured one of my leg muscles. It was just getting better too. I'd say what ahppened last night but I'm too lazy so go read this "" it's the post titled "Fuckin A" thanks for typing it for me Dez. Oh and I did win bowling. I had 116 and everyone else was under 100 :P pwned. (I wasnt really trying either haha)

Anyway time to go watch a movie with my sister. Ugh.. that means walking. god damn it.

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Watch this NOW!

Hey, I'm reposting this because I'm kinda annoyed that only two people commented about this... If you don't have half an hour to watch it.. do it before you go to bed. But please tell me what you think. (Thank you Jen and Cole, I really appreciate you two commenting)


Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Oh No. I'm Scared :S

Ok this totally sucks. I'm terrified....

The Bleach Anime series has been lisenced by VIZ Media, a san fransisco based Company. (the same company that Lisenced Naruto.)


PLEASE dont ruin it by making a shitty translation and using shitty voice actors like you did to Naruto. please please please PLEASE!

Monday, March 13, 2006


I hope you have about half an hour to spare. This is well worth watching. If you want to know what I'm going to be like in 5-6 years... This WILL be me.

Saturday, March 11, 2006

Songs that I sing at work to keep myself sane.

The Song That Never Ends.

This is The song that never ends.
Yes it goes on and on my friends
Some people , started singing it not knowing what it was
and they'll continue singing it forever just because

This is the song that never ends
yes it goes on and on my friends
Some people , started singing it not knowing what it was
and they'll continue singing it forever just because

The Oscar Meyer Weiner Song.

Oh , I wish I were an oscar myer weiner.
That is what I truly wish to be,
For If I were an oscar myer weiner..
Everyone would be in love with me!

The Oscar Meyer Weiner song cont..

My bologna has a first name
It's O-S-C-A-R
My bologna has a sec-ond name
It's M-E-Y-E-R
I love to eat it every day and if you ask me why I'll saaaaay!
'Cuz Oscar Meyer has a way with B-O-L-O-G-N-A!!

The Goldfish Jingle

Here's our, Jingle for goldfish
Our baked and not fried goldfish
The yummy snack that smiles back
until you bite their heads off

Oh you know they're made with real cheese
even though they look like fishes
the snack that smiles back goldfish!

And for a taste thats even braver
we'll blast them full of flavor for new
Fay-vor blasted goldfish!

The Lion Sleeps Tonight

Lala kahle [Sleep well]

In the jungle, the mighty jungle
The lion sleeps tonight
In the jungle, the mighty jungle
The lion sleeps tonight

(Chorus) Imbube

Ingonyama ifile [The lion's in peace]
Ingonyama ilele [The lion sleeps]
Thula [Hush]

Near the village, the peaceful village
The lion sleeps tonight
Near the village, the peaceful village
The lion sleeps tonight


Ingonyama ilele [The lion sleeps]

Hush, my darling, don't fear, my darling
The lion sleeps tonight
Hush, my darling, don't fear, my darling
The lion sleeps tonight

He, ha helelemama [He, ha helelemama]
Ohi'mbube [lion]


Ixesha lifikile [Time has come]
Lala [Sleep]
Lala kahle [Sleep well]

Near the village, the peaceful village
The lion sleeps tonight
Near the village, the peaceful village
The lion sleeps tonight


My little darling
Don't fear, my little darling
My little darling
Don't fear, my little darling

Ingonyama ilele [The lion sleeps]

Friday, March 10, 2006

How it Feels to be me.

I've felt darkness
closing in on me
Chilling shadows
surrounding me
I've had the poison
leak into my skin
And it corroded
my heart away
Bled away
Cut away
Dark night of my soul...

Such a meaningful song

Your not rrradat n nat n dapar radat n nat boonta boo strattateeca mmm dapar rrat da da techa mobilieta da tisha benta rrrrrach sa bo dimbolieta fake a bookbag rrrat sometimes in my rr a rrr rrata migma m dapar rrata sa what a hema da hinta boo rrata sema m dapar rrrah cha da hida moderayda no herr a sema mader a Nada dame URON!!

ooon day boo rrata migma mmm dapar rra sema maderaiy patun moderata a una paygay ner a gi na per rrrrraaa ha fa simpha ha hayna hayma hayna URON,


Monday, March 06, 2006

Hahahahaha. Whoops!

I try to learn something new everyday. Being back in TKD and relearning everything makes this easy.

Today in TKD I learned a very good lesson.... Dodge or block. That was my lesson. Dodge or block.

The way I learned this lesson.... Mr.O kicked me in the side of the head so hard that I:

1. Am Very very sore.
2. Feel like I can't open my eye the whole way,
3. Got cut in a couple different places.
4. Bled from the afore mentioned cuts.

And the funniest part is. I THANKED HIM haha. I got a foot to the face and this is the conversation we had just after it happened

"OW!" - Me

"You ok?" - Him

"Ummm (feel my teeth to make sure they aren't loose) Yes sir." - Me

"Good, that'll teach to to keep your hands up." - Him

"Yes sir, thank-you sir." - Me

(Continue Sparring)

Went to denny's shortly afterward and used my glass of water as an Ice bag. Ate some food. and went back for another 2 hours. I love TKD. It keeps me happy. That and IBProfine

Friday, March 03, 2006

Hurray for Reachable Goals

We all have something we want to quit doing. Smokers usually want to quit smoking. Gamblers usually want to quit gambling... heh gam-bling... Anyway I have my thing.

My goal is to quit forever and never look back. This seems impossible when I think of it like that. So what did I do? I decided to break it down a bit. Instead of quitting forever, I've decided to quit for a week at a time, once that week is up, I'll continue to quit for another week.

Guess what, it's been working out brilliantly. I've barely wanted to, and I don't think I will want to this week either. It's been 16 days without it and I'm very happy with myself.

Something else that has helped a lot... Being back in Tae Kwon-Do. Not only do I get away from it more often but at the start of every class we all repeat the student Oath, which involves repeating the tenets of Tae Kwon-Do. These are: Courtesy, Integrity, Perseverance, Self Control, Indomitable Spirit. These have helped SO much.

Not so much Courtesy but the rest definitely,

Integrity - To know right from wrong and if wrong, to have the conscience to feel guilt. (don't lie)

Perseverance - Patience leads to virtue and merit; keep trying. (don't give up)

Self Control - The stronger person is the person who wins over oneself rather than someone else.

Indomitable Spirit - Standing by ones convictions even against overwhelming odds. (once I make up my mind to do something, nothing and no one will stop me. Ever.)

As long as I keep those 4 things in my mind whenever I'm tempted, and how much it means to myself that I do this... I'll never have a problem again.

Don't ask, I wont tell. If you think you can persuade me to talk, see "Indomitable Spirit"