Mudvayne - Fall into Sleep
Dreams of earthquakes
Dreams of hurricanes
Dreams of pouring rain
Dreams of tidal waves...to wash us all away
Dreams of guns blazed
Dreams of fire rage
Dreams of swollen graves
Dreams of hollow pain
All gone
No more fallen
No more enemy
No more casuality
No more dream
Fall into sleep
Fall into me
I have a dream
But nobody cares
Nobody wants to listen
Fall into sleep
Fall into me
Hang on to a dream that nobody wants
Nobody cares anymore
Dreams of mourning grief
Dreams of disbelief
Dreams of tragedy
Dreams of our disease...to take us all away
Dreams of fidelity
Dreams of inner peace
Dreams of loyalty
Dreams of unity
All gone
All gone
Fall into sleep
Fall into me
I have a dream
But nobody cares
Nobody wants to listen
Fall into sleep
Fall into me
Hang on to a dream that nobody wants
Nobody cares anymore
The angels are injured
Fall with broken burning wings
Are we dead inside
Are we blind
We can't keep moving forward
Backwards with closed eyes
We're losing sight
All lost inside
No more fallen
No more enemy
Fall into sleep
Fall into me
I have a dream
But nobody cares
Nobody wants to listen
Fall into sleep
Fall into me
Hang on to a dream that nobody wants
Nobody cares
Nobody wants
Nobody cares anymore
All gone
All gone
All gone
All gone
So I've been feeling very restless lately and very worried about well everything thats going on in my life right now. It feels like I have no motivation, no direction, and no will to continue. Why, one might ask? Well I think it's because my inspiration, to go somewhere and be something, is no longer there. It feels like im just floating again, its like I have no desire to live anymore. I hate this feeling.
I'm so lost and alone right now, and the only thing that makes me feel better is by shutting off all emotion and drowning myself in video games. I'm going to back to the way I was before. Back to the way I was when my own Fathers Death to Lung Cancer didn't bother me. The only time I cryed or missed him was when other people were there, and then I think it was more for show so they'd leave me alone.
What kind of a person doesn't care when their father dies. I can remember walking down the hall to his room at 3:00am and being told that he was dead. I felt a rush of cold and then nothing, abso-fuckin-lutely nothing. (Great word by the way, abso-fuckin-lutely, throwing a fuckin into random words is fun.)
But anyway, I don't know why I'm saying this here I never let people see what I'm actually thinking, cept for one person, and now I can't even do that. I'm so lost.
Oh, and I was sick for 3 days at the beginning of this week, so on top of bein stressed about my life, I'm now alost fucked in school. I have a midterm in math tomorrow and I'm 2 days of notes and like 4 sections of homework behind. plus I have a $40.00 bet riding on this exam. Hope I make enough tips on the weekend to cover gas and Loosing a bet.
But yea I'm off to go do math homework and try to study for this midterm. Sorry about the rant I don't have anywhere else to put it.
By the way Becca if you read this I wanna one of the LEET with a Link to my blog on your blog. :P
Dreams of hurricanes
Dreams of pouring rain
Dreams of tidal waves...to wash us all away
Dreams of guns blazed
Dreams of fire rage
Dreams of swollen graves
Dreams of hollow pain
All gone
No more fallen
No more enemy
No more casuality
No more dream
Fall into sleep
Fall into me
I have a dream
But nobody cares
Nobody wants to listen
Fall into sleep
Fall into me
Hang on to a dream that nobody wants
Nobody cares anymore
Dreams of mourning grief
Dreams of disbelief
Dreams of tragedy
Dreams of our disease...to take us all away
Dreams of fidelity
Dreams of inner peace
Dreams of loyalty
Dreams of unity
All gone
All gone
Fall into sleep
Fall into me
I have a dream
But nobody cares
Nobody wants to listen
Fall into sleep
Fall into me
Hang on to a dream that nobody wants
Nobody cares anymore
The angels are injured
Fall with broken burning wings
Are we dead inside
Are we blind
We can't keep moving forward
Backwards with closed eyes
We're losing sight
All lost inside
No more fallen
No more enemy
Fall into sleep
Fall into me
I have a dream
But nobody cares
Nobody wants to listen
Fall into sleep
Fall into me
Hang on to a dream that nobody wants
Nobody cares
Nobody wants
Nobody cares anymore
All gone
All gone
All gone
All gone
So I've been feeling very restless lately and very worried about well everything thats going on in my life right now. It feels like I have no motivation, no direction, and no will to continue. Why, one might ask? Well I think it's because my inspiration, to go somewhere and be something, is no longer there. It feels like im just floating again, its like I have no desire to live anymore. I hate this feeling.
I'm so lost and alone right now, and the only thing that makes me feel better is by shutting off all emotion and drowning myself in video games. I'm going to back to the way I was before. Back to the way I was when my own Fathers Death to Lung Cancer didn't bother me. The only time I cryed or missed him was when other people were there, and then I think it was more for show so they'd leave me alone.
What kind of a person doesn't care when their father dies. I can remember walking down the hall to his room at 3:00am and being told that he was dead. I felt a rush of cold and then nothing, abso-fuckin-lutely nothing. (Great word by the way, abso-fuckin-lutely, throwing a fuckin into random words is fun.)
But anyway, I don't know why I'm saying this here I never let people see what I'm actually thinking, cept for one person, and now I can't even do that. I'm so lost.
Oh, and I was sick for 3 days at the beginning of this week, so on top of bein stressed about my life, I'm now alost fucked in school. I have a midterm in math tomorrow and I'm 2 days of notes and like 4 sections of homework behind. plus I have a $40.00 bet riding on this exam. Hope I make enough tips on the weekend to cover gas and Loosing a bet.
But yea I'm off to go do math homework and try to study for this midterm. Sorry about the rant I don't have anywhere else to put it.
By the way Becca if you read this I wanna one of the LEET with a Link to my blog on your blog. :P
posted by Phil at
8:46 p.m.
11 Comments:
Why was Ichigo floating? And is it just me, or does the old man remind you of Pai Mei?
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Laser, at Thu Oct 27, 09:10:00 p.m.
Cole and I were disgussing that and we can't figure out why he was floating either... but... it was still fricken cool. AND WHY DO I HAVE TO VERIFY A POST ON MY OWN COMMENT SECTION!?!
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Phil, at Thu Oct 27, 11:22:00 p.m.
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Dez Dez, at Fri Oct 28, 03:49:00 a.m.
I think that may be it. Ichigo has gotten to a level where he is so cool he can do anything he wants. Like....be God.
By
Laser, at Fri Oct 28, 10:55:00 a.m.
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Dez Dez, at Fri Oct 28, 03:01:00 p.m.
He's too cool to want to be God.
By
Laser, at Sat Oct 29, 12:41:00 p.m.
Your mom's too cool to want to be God. Gosh.
By
becca, at Sat Oct 29, 07:43:00 p.m.
When god offered Ichigo his powers Ichigo said "Naw, man I'm koo.."
and God said "GIGGIDY GIGGIDY GIGGIDY GO"... or was that Quagmire... I dont even know anymore.
oh and doing the word verification in my own blog is annoying
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Phil, at Sat Oct 29, 08:08:00 p.m.
But accually the old man is hot I am having 4 of his babbies and they are all are goign to be ripped!
By
Cole, at Wed Nov 02, 12:04:00 a.m.
yeah , and then you should cut them all over so their scars will glow when they go pyro on the world!
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Laser, at Wed Nov 02, 11:48:00 a.m.
Ichigo can fly because of the uniform and seal youroichi gave him.
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Laser, at Wed Nov 02, 05:07:00 p.m.
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