Fuck late nights
I'm really starting to hate working nights. Or more specifically I hate working more than 2 in a row...
I have too much time to think on latenights, and for me thinking is never a good thing. I end up feeling angry, bitter, sad, used, jealous, alone, really fucking pissed off... although I think angry cover's that...
but yea im finally done my 5 day late night stint, now I get pretty much 7 days off before I have to work nights again. thank god. I hate what nights do to me.
But there is hope, of a sort. I have started playing World of Warcraft again so at least I can shut off those feelings for a while and drown myself in computer games WOOT!
and no Dez and Jen you don't have to be worried. I used to drown myself in computer games all the time before I met you. It's what I know how to do.
Also, cole I got your message but I was at work, my phone isn't reliable anymore (It barely works and if it does it's pretty much a guarentee that it will stop working very soon) so I'll try to call you soon, or just come over, my house has carpet again so i may have a "Phil has carpet again" party consisting of video games, and good movies that boys actually want to watch.. like "Dragon: the bruce lee story" <--- my favorite movie of all time. (I just realized last night while watching it at work getting paid $12 something an hour to do it.) anyway time to drown out all this anger by killing shit over and over and over AND FUCKING OVER! yeay! http://www.blizzard.com/inblizz/fanart/ScreenShot.aspx?ImageIndex=416&Set=0
this pic makes me happy, I wonder why...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r5X8p9W4VkM&mode=related&search
Current Favorite Song... altough this verson has been cut by about 2 minutes. :(
Forsaken by Destiny
Forsaken by my Own Mind
I Must Remove my Skin
To See Belief in Your EYES!!
I have too much time to think on latenights, and for me thinking is never a good thing. I end up feeling angry, bitter, sad, used, jealous, alone, really fucking pissed off... although I think angry cover's that...
but yea im finally done my 5 day late night stint, now I get pretty much 7 days off before I have to work nights again. thank god. I hate what nights do to me.
But there is hope, of a sort. I have started playing World of Warcraft again so at least I can shut off those feelings for a while and drown myself in computer games WOOT!
and no Dez and Jen you don't have to be worried. I used to drown myself in computer games all the time before I met you. It's what I know how to do.
Also, cole I got your message but I was at work, my phone isn't reliable anymore (It barely works and if it does it's pretty much a guarentee that it will stop working very soon) so I'll try to call you soon, or just come over, my house has carpet again so i may have a "Phil has carpet again" party consisting of video games, and good movies that boys actually want to watch.. like "Dragon: the bruce lee story" <--- my favorite movie of all time. (I just realized last night while watching it at work getting paid $12 something an hour to do it.) anyway time to drown out all this anger by killing shit over and over and over AND FUCKING OVER! yeay! http://www.blizzard.com/inblizz/fanart/ScreenShot.aspx?ImageIndex=416&Set=0
this pic makes me happy, I wonder why...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r5X8p9W4VkM&mode=related&search
Current Favorite Song... altough this verson has been cut by about 2 minutes. :(
Forsaken by Destiny
Forsaken by my Own Mind
I Must Remove my Skin
To See Belief in Your EYES!!
posted by Phil at
6:58 a.m.
8 Comments:
She's hot.
You're alive... good to know.
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Anonymous, at Sat Oct 21, 01:12:00 a.m.
YAY! that is a awesome... Yes you better call me soon or i will have to stop wear my I love phil t-shirt along with the matching pants
By
Cole, at Sat Oct 21, 12:59:00 p.m.
Yeah, I wonder why I like elf cleavage too. perv!
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Laser, at Sun Oct 22, 12:46:00 p.m.
BOOOOOBS!!!!...*drools*
I miss you. I love you. I love boobs. :P
Hehehe...
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becca, at Sun Oct 22, 04:06:00 p.m.
you a computer nerd i would never believe that:P. and i think we all love boobs
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safromhell, at Sun Oct 22, 10:32:00 p.m.
oh and by the way. its not her boobs (although they are nice)
It's her face. I've never really cared about the size of boobs. :P
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Phil, at Tue Oct 24, 05:45:00 a.m.
Hooray for that! :P
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becca, at Tue Oct 24, 06:52:00 p.m.
Who dosnt love boobs. Seconds Beccas *drool*
I like the way the hair falls. Very wicked pic.
btw Halloween party.... see ya here on sat. So like tommorow night. umm yeah later.
By
Ink Monkey, at Fri Oct 27, 02:35:00 a.m.
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